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Wednesday, July 10, 2013 | 1:29 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

I still remember the time when suddenly i heard an announcement called my name. I was like what happened? Atiqah, me and Ariefah ( on that moment, Madi still didn't be called yet) had to go to Meeting's Room. And nothing else on our mind other than leadership stuff. As we arrived , there were some boys too which were Azwar, Hafizi, Afiq, and Din Mi... and some other guys.

The incident I would never forget is, when I called Encik Zai, 'tuan'. I had no idea why i did call him so. LOL. And the question that I had answered was ' How will you manage the couple problem in Maahad'?
I answered ; 'Pray a lot and do more campaign of anti-zina) ...but the thing that made me shock when my name is listed in Badar! I was like 'Ohh, ape semua ni?' At first I truly couldn't accept it and kept arguing about it. I asked ustazah Diba how come my name is in Badar as I really wanted to stay in Prefect school. Then she said, there was somebody recommanded my name. I kept silent and my mind was totally mess.
I tried to accept the fact.

2 days ago, it was Chemistry's class and my classmate and I were doing experiment. Out of blue, Teacher Ezana ordered me go to Bilik Hem's room. I felt nerveous and walked away from the lab. I walked lonely but my mind was just in traffic?! After arrived, Tc ezana asked me 'when would you enter the hostel?'
I was like ' HUH?! Hostel? For what?'. 'For your information your are our new Penolong Ketua Badar'...
After heard that, my heart was just dropped and I couldn't say a word and for the second time tried to accept the fact. 'Everthing happened for a reason'. I did try to not take it, ( A BIG RESPONSIBLE TO BE PUT UP), however, i failed.

The final interview, all of us me, Atiqah, Madihah, Halimah, DinMi, Azwar, Hafizi and Afiq are asked to be in Discipline Room. Alhamdulillah, after so much discussion, finally 8 of us had accepted to step up to the new dimension of our life. Be the highest leader in Maahad Hamidiah's Leadersip a.k.a MT.

There are no such a proud inside of us, but that was a moment when the first time our fist meet with the one who named 'Responsibility' and real Leadersip..

But now, on June 26 2013. The replacement had done and now on I am already an outsider. I never thought I've been so far. There are so many experiences that I faced. Leader. Budak Asrama. Busy. and etc.

There are 1001 stories are not be told yet.. but for me let it be in my great memories. I will never forget this moment and all of my friend in MT, you guys are rock and nothing more I consider than my own family :)





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