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Perfect Timing.
Wednesday, July 10, 2013 | 1:29 AM | 0 beautiful(s)
I still remember the time when suddenly i heard an announcement called my name. I was like what happened? Atiqah, me and Ariefah ( on that moment, Madi still didn't be called yet) had to go to Meeting's Room. And nothing else on our mind other than leadership stuff. As we arrived , there were some boys too which were Azwar, Hafizi, Afiq, and Din Mi... and some other guys.
The incident I would never forget is, when I called Encik Zai, 'tuan'. I had no idea why i did call him so. LOL. And the question that I had answered was ' How will you manage the couple problem in Maahad'?
I answered ; 'Pray a lot and do more campaign of anti-zina) ...but the thing that made me shock when my name is listed in Badar! I was like 'Ohh, ape semua ni?' At first I truly couldn't accept it and kept arguing about it. I asked ustazah Diba how come my name is in Badar as I really wanted to stay in Prefect school. Then she said, there was somebody recommanded my name. I kept silent and my mind was totally mess.
I tried to accept the fact.
2 days ago, it was Chemistry's class and my classmate and I were doing experiment. Out of blue, Teacher Ezana ordered me go to Bilik Hem's room. I felt nerveous and walked away from the lab. I walked lonely but my mind was just in traffic?! After arrived, Tc ezana asked me 'when would you enter the hostel?'
I was like ' HUH?! Hostel? For what?'. 'For your information your are our new Penolong Ketua Badar'...
After heard that, my heart was just dropped and I couldn't say a word and for the second time tried to accept the fact. 'Everthing happened for a reason'. I did try to not take it, ( A BIG RESPONSIBLE TO BE PUT UP), however, i failed.
The final interview, all of us me, Atiqah, Madihah, Halimah, DinMi, Azwar, Hafizi and Afiq are asked to be in Discipline Room. Alhamdulillah, after so much discussion, finally 8 of us had accepted to step up to the new dimension of our life. Be the highest leader in Maahad Hamidiah's Leadersip a.k.a MT.
There are no such a proud inside of us, but that was a moment when the first time our fist meet with the one who named 'Responsibility' and real Leadersip..
But now, on June 26 2013. The replacement had done and now on I am already an outsider. I never thought I've been so far. There are so many experiences that I faced. Leader. Budak Asrama. Busy. and etc.
There are 1001 stories are not be told yet.. but for me let it be in my great memories. I will never forget this moment and all of my friend in MT, you guys are rock and nothing more I consider than my own family :)
I still remember the time when suddenly i heard an announcement called my name. I was like what happened? Atiqah, me and Ariefah ( on that moment, Madi still didn't be called yet) had to go to Meeting's Room. And nothing else on our mind other than leadership stuff. As we arrived , there were some boys too which were Azwar, Hafizi, Afiq, and Din Mi... and some other guys.
The incident I would never forget is, when I called Encik Zai, 'tuan'. I had no idea why i did call him so. LOL. And the question that I had answered was ' How will you manage the couple problem in Maahad'?
I answered ; 'Pray a lot and do more campaign of anti-zina) ...but the thing that made me shock when my name is listed in Badar! I was like 'Ohh, ape semua ni?' At first I truly couldn't accept it and kept arguing about it. I asked ustazah Diba how come my name is in Badar as I really wanted to stay in Prefect school. Then she said, there was somebody recommanded my name. I kept silent and my mind was totally mess.
I tried to accept the fact.
2 days ago, it was Chemistry's class and my classmate and I were doing experiment. Out of blue, Teacher Ezana ordered me go to Bilik Hem's room. I felt nerveous and walked away from the lab. I walked lonely but my mind was just in traffic?! After arrived, Tc ezana asked me 'when would you enter the hostel?'
I was like ' HUH?! Hostel? For what?'. 'For your information your are our new Penolong Ketua Badar'...
After heard that, my heart was just dropped and I couldn't say a word and for the second time tried to accept the fact. 'Everthing happened for a reason'. I did try to not take it, ( A BIG RESPONSIBLE TO BE PUT UP), however, i failed.
The final interview, all of us me, Atiqah, Madihah, Halimah, DinMi, Azwar, Hafizi and Afiq are asked to be in Discipline Room. Alhamdulillah, after so much discussion, finally 8 of us had accepted to step up to the new dimension of our life. Be the highest leader in Maahad Hamidiah's Leadersip a.k.a MT.
There are no such a proud inside of us, but that was a moment when the first time our fist meet with the one who named 'Responsibility' and real Leadersip..
But now, on June 26 2013. The replacement had done and now on I am already an outsider. I never thought I've been so far. There are so many experiences that I faced. Leader. Budak Asrama. Busy. and etc.
There are 1001 stories are not be told yet.. but for me let it be in my great memories. I will never forget this moment and all of my friend in MT, you guys are rock and nothing more I consider than my own family :)
Judgmental
Saturday, April 14, 2012 | 5:55 AM | 0 beautiful(s)
Assalamualaikum to all of you :) {muslims}
I know it's been awhile I didn't update anything in my blog. Well actually I always with blog stuff but then lately I has posted more in my private blog than here. I like being private and plus I don't like to reveal whole thing about myself. Anyways, alhamdulillah, today I have something to share with you guys. It's quite a good topic to be discussed on.
So, do you love in judging something? As for me, it's lying that nobody in this world never made any judgemental toward others or something else. At least they had even for once. I can't also deny that I've been judging stuff and ppl before. So nobody is escape from this ~
By the way, after watching some useful videos, reading entries and much more things relate with this, it has opened my eyes and the I felt regret about that. I asked myself then, 'why do I have to judge that and these?" why? why Izzatti? Are you good enough? And will all that questions came out I became stuck and been ashamed of myself. Honestly I say, sometimes when I'm not satisfying with someone, there are so much comments came out from my mouth. It just a good relief :p and i know you guys do agree with it. But then, after so much thinking about myself, I found that I'm not that good enough, i also have my own weaknesses and so do other people so nobody's perfect isn't. With that, what can I conclude, it's enough for us to care only about our self andmind our own business. Looking for other business just make us trouble and more sins will we get. As i've been stated in my super previous post about one hadith which is :-
Narrated Abu Huraira: The Prophet said,”Beware of suspicion, for suspicion is the worst of false tales; and donot look for the others’ faults and do not spy, and do not be jealousof one another, and do not desert (cut your relation with) one another,and do not hate one another; and O Allah’s worshipers! Be brothers (asAllah has ordered you)!” – Sahih Al Bukhari, Vol. 8 Number 90
With this ONLY one hadith stated it has been proved that we have no right to judge people these and that. And I take this opportunity to all ppl around me especially my family, FRIENDS and whatsoever ppl that i've been recognized or not, I apology with all suspicious, judgmental that i've done. I didn't mean it but I know it's still a wrongdoing as I'm not also that good enough.
Last but not least, I hope that we can change our mind set from negative turn to positive. Whatsoever thing face after this, try to put the good thought first before judging something. And if it really true that others doing wrong, so help them out by giving good and nice advice. With this, Muslims won't be separated anymore.
Everybody will happy and everything will be fine.
Before ending this, I'm so sorry if there any mistake in my writing. I'm just a human so correct me if I'm wrong. I hope we will always put determination to be a better person in our precious life!
That's all from now.
-The end-
#Video about Judgmental
Assalamualaikum to all of you :) {muslims}
I know it's been awhile I didn't update anything in my blog. Well actually I always with blog stuff but then lately I has posted more in my private blog than here. I like being private and plus I don't like to reveal whole thing about myself. Anyways, alhamdulillah, today I have something to share with you guys. It's quite a good topic to be discussed on.
So, do you love in judging something? As for me, it's lying that nobody in this world never made any judgemental toward others or something else. At least they had even for once. I can't also deny that I've been judging stuff and ppl before. So nobody is escape from this ~
By the way, after watching some useful videos, reading entries and much more things relate with this, it has opened my eyes and the I felt regret about that. I asked myself then, 'why do I have to judge that and these?" why? why Izzatti? Are you good enough? And will all that questions came out I became stuck and been ashamed of myself. Honestly I say, sometimes when I'm not satisfying with someone, there are so much comments came out from my mouth. It just a good relief :p and i know you guys do agree with it. But then, after so much thinking about myself, I found that I'm not that good enough, i also have my own weaknesses and so do other people so nobody's perfect isn't. With that, what can I conclude, it's enough for us to care only about our self andmind our own business. Looking for other business just make us trouble and more sins will we get. As i've been stated in my super previous post about one hadith which is :-
Narrated Abu Huraira: The Prophet said,”Beware of suspicion, for suspicion is the worst of false tales; and donot look for the others’ faults and do not spy, and do not be jealousof one another, and do not desert (cut your relation with) one another,and do not hate one another; and O Allah’s worshipers! Be brothers (asAllah has ordered you)!” – Sahih Al Bukhari, Vol. 8 Number 90
With this ONLY one hadith stated it has been proved that we have no right to judge people these and that. And I take this opportunity to all ppl around me especially my family, FRIENDS and whatsoever ppl that i've been recognized or not, I apology with all suspicious, judgmental that i've done. I didn't mean it but I know it's still a wrongdoing as I'm not also that good enough.
Last but not least, I hope that we can change our mind set from negative turn to positive. Whatsoever thing face after this, try to put the good thought first before judging something. And if it really true that others doing wrong, so help them out by giving good and nice advice. With this, Muslims won't be separated anymore.
Everybody will happy and everything will be fine.
Before ending this, I'm so sorry if there any mistake in my writing. I'm just a human so correct me if I'm wrong. I hope we will always put determination to be a better person in our precious life!
That's all from now.
-The end-
#Video about Judgmental
Macam- Macam
Friday, February 17, 2012 | 5:41 PM | 0 beautiful(s)
Assa-laa-mu'alaikum semueee!
Ok la, dah lama tak update blog ni. Macam biasa nak cerita pasal sekolah. Ianya terbahagi kepada banyak bahagian (LOL! perlu ke skema mcm tu) iaitu :-
#Keceriaan Kelas
Kelas 4 Ruysd, ada banyak lagi yang tak selesai. Tapi alhamdulillah perancangan dah ada. Harap-harapnya boleh selesaikan minggu depan juga. Almaklumlah Orang2 dari Surabaya, Indonesia mau datengg..! Secara jujurnya, saya memang mahukan kelas Ruysd MENANG tahun ni. Mungkin kelas kitaorang ni biasa- biasa sahaja , tp tk semestinya tk boleh capai kejayaan.
#Perarakan Maulidur Rasul
Awal2 ingat nak suruh puteri yang berarak tp bila fikir balik , kelas lain mestilah putera yang akan berarak ; kan pelik kalau kitaorg je (4 Rusyd) puteri yang berarak ==" ohh, memang boleh la kan. Jadi, akhirnya putera lah jugak kene berarak pada hari Khamis minggu dpn ( 23 Feb ). Syaratnya minimum 10 orang ,, hah, memang bagus sgt lah kitaorg tepat2 ada 10 ORANG pelajar putera. Kami puteri yang akan uruskan menghiaskan sepanduk. Nak menang tu memang nak , tp paling penting ialah PENGHAYATAN ! smg keberkatan itu yg bakal kami capai dahulu.
#Kerja sekolah
Physic.. Biooo, Chemist, B.Arab, BM, Add+math... bla bla blaa...
so kene buat lah =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
SAY NO TO STRESS
Ujian Formatif 1 (MAC)
kruk kruk........ *nombor yang anda dail tidak ada dlm talian*
aku hanya mampu SENYUM LEBAR :D !
6 Mac tarikh keramat ku , hidangan terbaik iaitu ADD MATH bakal menjadi jamuan
pada ku dgn 6 potongan ( 6 soalan ) dr nya.. THEE!
==" (astagfirullahalazim, dok baik ngeluh sokmo) k sabo2. InsyaAllah BOLEH!!
-Tamat-
A SECRET AGENT STUFFS HAVE BEEN CREATED !
WAITING FOR A REVOLUTION
TO CONTROL THEIR MIND
INSHAALLAH
OLDER
Assa-laa-mu'alaikum semueee!
Ok la, dah lama tak update blog ni. Macam biasa nak cerita pasal sekolah. Ianya terbahagi kepada banyak bahagian (LOL! perlu ke skema mcm tu) iaitu :-
#Keceriaan Kelas
Kelas 4 Ruysd, ada banyak lagi yang tak selesai. Tapi alhamdulillah perancangan dah ada. Harap-harapnya boleh selesaikan minggu depan juga. Almaklumlah Orang2 dari Surabaya, Indonesia mau datengg..! Secara jujurnya, saya memang mahukan kelas Ruysd MENANG tahun ni. Mungkin kelas kitaorang ni biasa- biasa sahaja , tp tk semestinya tk boleh capai kejayaan.
#Perarakan Maulidur Rasul
Awal2 ingat nak suruh puteri yang berarak tp bila fikir balik , kelas lain mestilah putera yang akan berarak ; kan pelik kalau kitaorg je (4 Rusyd) puteri yang berarak ==" ohh, memang boleh la kan. Jadi, akhirnya putera lah jugak kene berarak pada hari Khamis minggu dpn ( 23 Feb ). Syaratnya minimum 10 orang ,, hah, memang bagus sgt lah kitaorg tepat2 ada 10 ORANG pelajar putera. Kami puteri yang akan uruskan menghiaskan sepanduk. Nak menang tu memang nak , tp paling penting ialah PENGHAYATAN ! smg keberkatan itu yg bakal kami capai dahulu.
#Kerja sekolah
Physic.. Biooo, Chemist, B.Arab, BM, Add+math... bla bla blaa...
so kene buat lah =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
SAY NO TO STRESS
Ujian Formatif 1 (MAC)
kruk kruk........ *nombor yang anda dail tidak ada dlm talian*
aku hanya mampu SENYUM LEBAR :D !
6 Mac tarikh keramat ku , hidangan terbaik iaitu ADD MATH bakal menjadi jamuan
pada ku dgn 6 potongan ( 6 soalan ) dr nya.. THEE!
==" (astagfirullahalazim, dok baik ngeluh sokmo) k sabo2. InsyaAllah BOLEH!!
-Tamat-